Good times and thank you!

Wow...

What a ride...

Its been so interesting, like a flash back to highschool! I can't quite explain how and or why but...its been quite fun! It makes you wonder if time could be turned back, would it have been any different? I've been doing things that have been unusually out of my character and had conversations with people that I don't normally talk too, and have made plenty of new ones too! its been so much fun, picked up a new job, may begin contract work with TT which will be awesome if i can help him out!

Its been so long since I've felt so alive!!!

I hope this is going to be the beginning of a very long and successful career path

I have someone in particular I would like to thank for this...well two people really, but of course all my friends that have supported me right up until now...you guys are so freakin awesome! And I would have to say I've been the luckiest person to be so well supported by so many people. But yes two people...its so weird how one of them is completely unexpected...came out of no where! But doesn't realise how much they have helped me :)

So thanks to all, in particular those people, but thanks :)

An avenue to vent...

I feel that some times this is a good place to come too for a bit of reflection. I'm quite glad I haven't deleted it yet just for the purpose of it has always been a great place to reflect...

Anyways...I know I posted earlier in my Blog about a girl that I was with...who would have thought that, this girl was one the one that I would be with right up until this post. It has been more than 3 years, we have had the most unbelievable journey and I have to say it will be a journey that I will NEVER forget...It's been, in the only way I can describe in words as, fkn amazing...we had our ups (mostly ups because we rarely fought! And shared plenty of beautiful moments together) and some downs but very rarely :)

But now has come a time where the cross roads begin...I have finally graduated :D but she has decided that she doesn't know what she wants between us...and I have become extremely lost because of this...some times I feel like I'm doing the right thing, but some times I feel like I have taken a step in the wrong direction. Although she has assured me that fate will do its magical thing and show us that if we were meant to be together WE WERE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER...then...why can't we just be together now? HOWEVER that being said, all the events that lead to us dating...that was definitely fate. So why is it that I find it so hard to let it go? Is it because of the length we were together? no, Is it because of companionship I just miss it? no.

So what is it? Well I can say one thing is for sure I definitely can say without hesitation that I really care for her...alot...I hope that some day, as she said our paths will cross and our fates have been decided. Even as I write this now, and although I don't need it, I feel it will serve as a very hefty reminder that I am CERTAIN that there is someone I can say for certain I will want to marry in the future. She's been fantastic and I hope that we can make many more happy memories together...even though she is so freakin stubborn...I still love her alot...please give me the strength to see this all the way to the end!

I hope to god not many people read this...

Moderation...hmm...

I can not believe it has been more than one and a half years since i've written on this thing. I had chosen not to do so because i realise that bloggers write here because they:

a) have too much free time

b) are an emotional wreck

c) do it because it is a source of income (completely understandable)

or

d) because it is 'therapeutic'

oh and also because they get gfs so they devote the time NORMALLY spent on blogging to gf time HEE HEE

hmm...can't say which category i fall under, although i choose to believe that im not involved in the first three!

anyways i just felt like writing something, and since i have this thing set up WHY NOT HUH! its been so long since i've done so and maybe i will actually blog properly once again...although i should really be devoting this time to studying haha

signing out...for now

GUESS WHO IS BACK!

IT HAS BEEEN AGESSSSSSSSSSS

feels like I have just awoken from my bloggless slumber and am back! but don't really know how long this will last seeing as it usually doesn't last very long but since a friend o mine e.g. Ben has just restarted his blog i thought why not! but since I'm not really a man of words here are some images of where life has taken me thus far since my last post! (btw we all know that I am actually a man of so many words that I can't be shut up) anyways looksee looksee and enjoy!

















oh gawd thats alot of fotoz! lol

Lack of pictures

I really need to get my own camera...sigh

Randomly posting

As a random post just to update it for the SAKE of updating it, i decided i would put some photoz up of my recent visit to the melb aquarium ( which i thought was utterly crap) but as a novelty trip , and craire wanted a romantic afternoon, i decided hey sounds like fun! and i also randomly added other fotoz as well haha

The Snow Baby! yeaaaa

This was the most awesomest time i've had in a LONGGGGGGG time! it was MAD fun soooo much went down it was hilarious, after not seeing snow for nearly 6 years it was such a refreshing getaway from uni! although i have settled back in nicely it was awrsome! Some lovely photoz to commemorate this occasion! Courtesy of Jun Takahashi and Kei Nishida(i think thats how you spell his surname...)! since i dont have a camera of my own...lol

Me n Claire at the snow! checkit the bling is rather blinding heehee
Operation Snowman commences...this is what happens when ur bored and high on fruit salad with teaspoon ice cream and cheesecake...inside joke heehee
the snow man takes shape! this bastard actually took us quite a while to complete the beer can courtesy of joseph u and thanh for making the hand he was so very proud of...that sexy nose and lovely joint in its mouth is there to be enjoyed by all courtesy of moi lol
Finally the complete project! i shall name him...evil kanevill
we all fell in love with evil...or did we get possessed...evil thing it was...
This is team snow man! we all worked very hard to attain that beautiful masterpiece!we are missing one team member because he is taking the foto but its all good!
Just before we left we decided to be our mission to remove all snowmen except our own...so after our long tiring battle( and thanh severly injured...) we were satisfied with our days work!
Our normal pose
Our wink murder pose

And as us being asians we decided to have a Fobulous pose 1!And...a Fobtacular pose 2!...gawd almightly...


This trip will have it happy memories! and painful...snowboarding killed my ahole but it was soooooooo worth it! hahah anywayz gotta start studying again its time to nerd it up boys n girls!

Bye Bye

holidayz!

Finally holidayssss, although i hope it will end on a happy note with my exam results coming out all positive 'fingers crossed' i walk into the holidays, apart from that particular weight bearing on my shoulder, a relatively free man! haha ok not very free i guess...but these holidays are looking to be rather exciting for me! lots of futsal lots of catching up with some old friends! and a certain someone is coming to visit in 9 days! after JUST arriving from melb and being reminded that i hadn't updated this stupid thing in a while i thought i shall just briefly go through and rough itinerary; in no particular order:

See friends

Play futsal

Go shopping

Lepak

Shisha

Meet BB

Eat everything i cant get in Aus

SLEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPP

Notice the trend no studying whatsoever...lol not that i really did much during the semester, but i feel i should really get into my work more if not i might really get hit hard by results next sem!!! time to pull dem socks up! although i said i would do that at the start of the year...haha well i hope i can accomplish all that i set out to do this hols including the catching up part! Since i am long over due for alot of my appointments! got a new waja! so exciting! i hope i dont scratch it lol sigh so nice new cars :D lol happy holidays!

Cant wait for my b to come down to kl WOOOOOOO HOOOOOOO party time! lol

Exam Time

Its been a while since i actually sat down to write a post...

It is that time of the year again everyone is having exams! yay...how interesting life is with exams...Well for some it is nearing the end of their exams but mine are, however, just beginning...after tackling one exam i am down 1 and up 3...exams that is...which isn't very up if you think about it. Anyway instead of studying late into the night, since my exam is 5 days away, i have decided instead TO blog! haha...if my parents read this im so dead lol but not many people are going to read this apart from Noelle and Jet and the occasional bored person whom is so bored they are actually WONDERING whats going on in my life. I thank thee kind sir/ma'am to take time out of your life to have interest in knowing whats happening in mine! i also thank noelle and jet for reading my blog although they obviously have better things to do...such as dotaing! haha moving on then, its been a real wonder to me lately what it would be like to enter the exam period having done so little work in the semester in comparison to last year where i had to work my ass off every other night to keep up. Now i just practice 3 weeks pre-exam period and i dont seem to even be that scared! I wonder if thats a good...or a bad thing...well i guess i wont know until AFTER my exams then aye! hah...how comforting for me lol

It also occured to me today, while walking to the library, that the British never complete their words, such as fink -> think, free -> three, aye -> hey and sometimes they just combine words conveniently such as innit...haha strange how they can call English...well English! haha okie i think im talking bout too much crap...lol

So how does one prepare for the upcoming exams? although i have already completed one exam and most of you have practically finished i thought it would be interesting to see the itinerary before an exam

24 hours before the exam: Cram like there is no tomorrow

15 hours before the exam: Eat so much nandos you will sleep straight away

4 hours before the exam: Cram some more

1 hour before the exam: Panic and pray you wont fail

Yea...if you were looking for tips here...not going to get any haha

Anyway exams finish late for me...so damn depressing everyone finishes by like the 23rd latest...and i finish on the 27th!!! W T F...seriously...sigh anyways its cool i get to hang around for a bit more and when i go back which is 3 days later i will be ready to just rest and bloody relax! its what i am truly looking forward to...which 10 days later i will recieve a visit from a certain lady friend that im ALSO looking forward to! excellent

Remember remember, the 5th of June...

Tis time to be off to bed, sand man is throwing sand in mine eyes~!

Party Pics =D

haha hot night at lavish results in this! i stole half of these fotoz from marcus's facebook btw...hahaha so...its courtesy of marcus!




This one is courtesy of jun! bday girl lol

Asean vs AA

On Sunday was my first outdoor game in almost a year...haha i guess it wasn't too bad, although i conceded a penalty which wasn't ALL that fun...haha but it wasn't too bad either with a good win 3-1, but was a bit disappointed overall with the other 2 teams. Anywayz pictures speak a thousand words! but captions help haha


Our final disappointment after playing 70 mins of football

Me chasing the ball! worked very hard...damn ball moved fast
Me trying to look very professional...hahahaha
Noobs...taking corners...luckily they weren't very good haha
Goalllllll kick!
Pushing up the defense!
Half time team talk

From nothing to something

Well there's 2 parts to this particular post. Its not really relative so yea...i just felt like talking about it since i haven't blogged in such a long period, kinda makes this space slightly redundant haha so anyways first part that relates to the title involves the person that i like. Its kinda strange really, its something you don't expect but it happens, especially when you think to yourself "oh yea as if something like THAT is going to happen! hah!" and you laugh it off thinking i am never going to be involved. But time passes and its pretty much insurmountable isn't it...i mean its hard to believe that you wont fall for them...until it actually happens. Which is where the NOTHING becomes SOMETHING part comes in; i mean if i really believed that i didn't want it to happen how can it still happen? Isn't it all cognitive? Its a strange phenomenon isn't it, whether or not is ceases to interest me for long...i wont know...sigh...on a side note alot of things happening this week for me! Cirque Du Soleil which i am looking forward too! tomorrow i have a driving lesson; which i am a wee bit nervous bout becuz of how anal they will be while im on the roads with my 'bad habits' haha and on Saturday Man Utd vs Chelsea FA cup Final and finally big game on Sunday Team AA vs. Team Asean or Melb Uni asian society vs Monash asian society. Heh I wonder how that's going to turn out!

And on that note football!(and to the aussie numbnuts soccer) i never knew how much i improved in soccer until this recent training. I know im not fantastic but to see myself go from a person who couldn't kick a ball to being picked for a team without 2 thoughts, really amazed me! haha it never used to happen. I remember the days when i was in school i was ALWAYS the last to be picked in the teams. Hahaha shows how great a talent i used to be aye haha but now at monash i command a wee bit more respect! Quite interesting really. I think it shows that i can really do something if i set my mind to it...if ONLY i could do it for my studies LOL i wonder how i will do in the future lol

Laterz

Influence?

Okay i'm going to tell this from my perspective about a 'friend' haha whether it is relevant to the context...its best if we just don't know.

So this is the scenario, lets just say i have a friend whom...makes friends with the opposite sex and just tends to...fall for them. Now is this a mistake? or is this the way to go? and does it necessarily mean that the opposing party will really agree to this? Well this friend of mine has had problems concerning this before and it cost him his 2 best friends. This happened almost 4 years ago, but sometimes you just can't help but wonder how things would have been had he dated his good friend would he have been happy?

Again my friend seems to have this re-occurring problem even though it cost him his best friend 4 years ago and almost nearly cost him his best friend again at the start of last year...so why? why does he keep doing this to himself...its a wonder really...how can someone be so thick skulled to not realise that his mistakes are causing him his misery. And again the problem has come back...i guess he gets easily influenced by his friends, always pointing out hey you should go out with her. Kind of gets repetitive. And eventually he breaks and decides hey maybe its not going to be so bad dating a good friend; but is it really not going to be so bad?

Questions that need answering...problems that need solving...and to think, so many people feel the world revolves around them but its unfortunate that they dont...

Sorhainess + Asean ball

Finally something WORTH blogging about! hahaha, the Asean ball and me and jia + co being absolute morons lol. At the ball the standard of chicks was good, but i didn't have a blast it was kinda...just fun to an extent but could have been far better. Haha every year as usual my hair looks like shit because its too long or i just have no clue wat to do with it and the result was no different this year! so i just sorta stuck it up and just let wateva happen to it haha anyways let the pictures explain for themselves

Ken and I

Jun and I being FOB

Feather weight vs Uber heavy weight

Uber heavyweight losing to feather weight


Feather weight struggling LOL


Splaire in her dress that shows it all LOL skanky ho

the dirty ho, wannabe triad, erriot