From nothing to something

Well there's 2 parts to this particular post. Its not really relative so yea...i just felt like talking about it since i haven't blogged in such a long period, kinda makes this space slightly redundant haha so anyways first part that relates to the title involves the person that i like. Its kinda strange really, its something you don't expect but it happens, especially when you think to yourself "oh yea as if something like THAT is going to happen! hah!" and you laugh it off thinking i am never going to be involved. But time passes and its pretty much insurmountable isn't it...i mean its hard to believe that you wont fall for them...until it actually happens. Which is where the NOTHING becomes SOMETHING part comes in; i mean if i really believed that i didn't want it to happen how can it still happen? Isn't it all cognitive? Its a strange phenomenon isn't it, whether or not is ceases to interest me for long...i wont know...sigh...on a side note alot of things happening this week for me! Cirque Du Soleil which i am looking forward too! tomorrow i have a driving lesson; which i am a wee bit nervous bout becuz of how anal they will be while im on the roads with my 'bad habits' haha and on Saturday Man Utd vs Chelsea FA cup Final and finally big game on Sunday Team AA vs. Team Asean or Melb Uni asian society vs Monash asian society. Heh I wonder how that's going to turn out!

And on that note football!(and to the aussie numbnuts soccer) i never knew how much i improved in soccer until this recent training. I know im not fantastic but to see myself go from a person who couldn't kick a ball to being picked for a team without 2 thoughts, really amazed me! haha it never used to happen. I remember the days when i was in school i was ALWAYS the last to be picked in the teams. Hahaha shows how great a talent i used to be aye haha but now at monash i command a wee bit more respect! Quite interesting really. I think it shows that i can really do something if i set my mind to it...if ONLY i could do it for my studies LOL i wonder how i will do in the future lol

Laterz