Life's like that i guess

Everythings been great so far. Friends and I are having fantastic times! getting high every weekend and entertaining each other. Studies not an issue, working hard on my essays and assignments so thats going well. I haven't been injured lately, touch wood, and playing plenty of football which has been a blast! haha every 12am-2am on sat nights or thurs nights! But the only thing thats been really really depressing...is in the ladies department. Its always been a very curious and precarious sort of position for me, I never thought that I would have had so much to think about. Its been a very dry period for me...its been more than a year since i've seen myself in a relationship, and not many people enjoy the thought of being in a relationship. So why do i find it such an appealing situation in which i have to look after a girl whom will probably cause me hell and distract me from what im enjoying now?

I have a few theories...One of them would have to most definetly be because i feel needy. That would then make me clingy. Not good. Hahaha but in anycase i guess i just kinda miss how it feels to be with some one...i'm sure SOME of you understand. But of course some are in a complicated situation. One person i shall not name i can think of in particular and i feel for that person hehe. But i have a question. Last night after clubbing i had the worst rejection of my life, and it was really one of those situations that made it really unfair and shitty bout being a guy. It makes me think, what are girls thinking when they look at you...In malaysia i don't seem to have this problem INFACT i couldn't careless; but here its a whole different ball game! They are so much pickier here (i guess spoilt for choice) and its been really weird, even at uni its been very up in the air because of that lost feeling because of how picky girls are in aus! really spoilt for choice...haha and on top of that i got ratings from local ladies (azn) and no names shall be mentioned! but OMFG i was really disappointed in hearing them. I shall not SAY what the ratings were but yea, fairly painful to hear it thats all i can say.

So here's my question: What makes a guy hot? is it
- Hair
- Facial Shape
- Eyes
- Dress sense
- Height
- Personality

Its really very subjective isn't it. I would like to know what ppl think. Hah if only i were telekinetic like the guy from heroes!

Anyways as a happy note i would just like to leave photos of my broz dog when she was cute until she got ugly and big and fat...like a sausage! lol enjoy the picz